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I come across some thread in some forum (too lazy to copy and paste the address) about some guy being fat and no friends, no girlfriends and hopeless.

Really… I was that guy during my secondary school.

Plus they separate boys and girls class. So from form 2 till form 3 I have no girl classmate. But during form 1 I do have but I fail miserably to talk to any of them. I still remember one of them name “Firdaus”. I remember her because of her name. Maybe she is married already now… Or at some other countries other than Malaysia

Ok. I become quite brave to talk to girls during my form 4 at the other school. But that is because my classmates actually… 10 or 15 person. It’s easier to talk when there is less people. Then some of them enroll into Sekolah Teknik so left 9 of us only. The only class of Pure Science Stream. Huhuhu. Feel so great! Plus our classroom in actually a lab. I like it back then.

But at that time also I seldom talk to girl.

Then I further my study to KPTM Alor Star (back then it was called AIM), at there also I dont actually talkative to any girls. A few only did I get really close (which I still stay in contact till now).

Last semester of my Diploma course, I go for practical training at Telekom Training College (now called Multimedia College - MMC). I was alone. No known friends. Start from then I force myself to be talkative with anyone be it guys (no problem at that) or girls (at first really shy).

What I found out that girls is really nice. I enjoy talking with them (plus flirting which I failed). So slowly I learn to how to get myself talking. The secret is, first smile, then open your mouth, say hi (or Assalamualaikum for muslim), then should they answer you can start talking to them… Really, very easy.

And… Oh! I’m a fat guy. Still fat as I still fail to get myself slim. So being fat is not related to having no friends. If he or she don’t want to befriend with you because you’re fat, then he or she is not really someone you can make friends with. Find somebody else who can accept you as you’re.

Plus I already have steady girlfriend, so being fat, have many friends, and actually have real girlfriends is not impossible. I’ve done it, so can YOU!

Before this, study for final.

Before this, sit for final exam.

Before this, searching for industrial training placement.

Before this… no more.

All thing is done now.

From now on, its a holiday.

A very boring holiday.

And I want to talk about my car…

So how many words can you form from the word practical. I manage the title. How about you ?

Anyway why oh why do we need to go for practical training or some call it as industrial training ? Other than we are actually being expose to the real world of working world… It just the chance for the company to get a (very) cheap labor. But we’ve no experience so we can’t actually demand for that.

The process begin with us calling the company. Talk to the receptionist (maybe) then passed it to someone in HR department I suppose, then passed it along to IT Department staff, then to the IT Department manager, then back to HR, then somehow manage to forward our call back to IT Department and somehow there is nobody there to answer our phone call.

So we hang up.

Call back tomorrow and repeat the same process. This called as looping or in our case it is more likely to be USELESS Looping.

So we give up the company and try another one. Luckily this time we don’t get forward around because their HR department have nobody to answer our phone call. However they got this nice voice recording service which I don’t bother to leave a message.

Why oh why this had to be this hard.

Last Saturday I finish my exam already. The last paper of the very last day of exam week. At last my exam is over. And it’s holiday from now on till July. Which is why It’s so boring…

This month of perhaps this week I need to get a practical training place. Then I need to go back to my “kampung”. In June I need to attend a short photoshop course with “Puan” Shaira Nadiah. Hehehe. I don’t know I can make it or not. But for sure I still need to attend the practical training briefing on 26th June. Aih….

Why it’s so boring when its holiday. Because I have nothing to do. I don’t work part time. So thats maybe why. Hihihihi. Plus I wont meet my friends. Hmmmm. Hari - hari jumpak pun boring jugak kan ? Hehehe.

So… Please enjoy the holiday. May we meet again, Next Year!

I heard the news over the radio yesterday. I’m quite shock to hear that. So young and successful person he is.

I never met him personally, but my family actually relate to late SM Nasimuddin somehow. But of course a far far far far far away lah I use to receive gift from kak leha (SM Nasimuddin wife). One thing that I still wear till today is BUM T-shirt that she gave me. Why ? Because she bought it so big at that time that it still fit me now. And being an original BUM, it last till today. Huhuhu.

Innalillah… Kembali sudah seorang hamba Allah dari muka bumi Malaysia. Al-Fatihah dapat ku cucuri buat mu.

Why not Birthday Men eh ? (Men or Man ????)

Anyway thanks to my sayang, to zaem, to shaira, to najiah, to shaira family, to all my fren… Thanks for wishing me happy birthday. I’m old (Older than my sayang, but younger than someone else … huhuhu)

Ok. Gift picture later. I got myself new shirt, new belt, new what else eh ?

My sayang got me new wallet, new leather key holder. Zaem got me a glass chess set. Shaira got me … A pen holder (right ?) and couple of free gift. My sister gave me another wallet and belt.

Luckily I dont buy myself a new spectacle again… That AMOI! Really want me to buy ah … Good saleswoman.

So I’m 24 … No big deal. Not young but not that old. Most of my friend already married. They’re growing their circle of life while I’m still building it. You see circle of life does not derive from how many friends you have on myspace of friendster or facebook k ? (I got a little only lah anyway).

Do you hate it when you grow old ? Please dont k. Aging is a process of life. Along the way you will learn new things. Keep on learning. Our brain is very much capable of learning new things, there is virtually no limit to as how many information you can put into your brain. You wont overload it, that’s for sure. Just find a way on how to actually loading it into your brain and find a way to access it too. No use of you can only store but cannot access it.

Bebel … Dr. M is on the blog too. Najiah said she spend lots of time at Dr. M blog. I’m yet to check it out actually. But I’m bias (toward Anwar)…

Well, this is wordpress 2.5.1. The latest one. The theme is also one of the latest. But the bug is already there…

Being a coder before this (yes I am)… Although rght now I’m no longer considered as expert but I can understand the coding (a simple one). So the problem with this template is the designer cum programmer of this template using some kind of coding that… is buggy.

I try to solve it. But really my skills is already “berkarat” (rusty). Plus need to study k … For my exam k … HUH!

Tomorrow the next (or next tomorrow) 9:00 AM, I will be answering my first Exam: Cyber Law. Not my best subject, I hate law! But Degree student required to take ONE law subject at least so we’re taking Cyber Law.

We had to memorize law cases such as… erm… Did not remember anything. LOL!

But the history of cyber law in Malaysia is quite… blank. We don’t actually have the exact law of cyber. So we’re taking much of that from U.S.A. Yes the most cyber law cases is at US. So we took example from them. Though not as extremely as they’re but at least we do have guidance.

Most we talk about is copyright, defamation, libel, blah blah blah. Basically what make us interested with the class is because it is related to IT. Thats all. And I like this class because I can get out early of my earlier class on saturday with reason of need to attend this cyber law class. Hihihihi.

Life as student eh? Welcome to my life (and my blog …)

This wednesday is my first and second paper of exam. Do you like it when you have two paper per day ? For me yes and no. Yes it make the exam quicker, no I’m afraid I’m not prepared enough. But I prefer to finish my exam as soon as possible. Wohoo!

I have not start any study yet. Just reviewing question and try to guess the answer. Huhuhuhu. Out of 24 question, I can answer maybe 2. Definitely need to study… Come one man!

Study mode : ON